THIS IS CHRIS'S FRIEND NELLIE!! I LOVE HIM FUCKERS YOU SHOULD LOVE HIM TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LS

Here is one for you...labels. I need a label because when you can define yourself you can then know your place in the world. Without a label like fat or single or anything else you are lost... I for one don't know who I am...why.... With labels I can Self degrade. How is it possible to overcome not knowing ones self...if I don't know who i am...maybe someone great will come along and tell me... then things won't be so bad....

When you think about what makes a human so special. I find it is our emotions that are our greatest strength and weakness. Hope tends to be a very profound emotion that can spawn many other emotions. With hope we liberate ourselves from our destined fate, but also with hope we can doom ourselves when dealing with other people. My brain is telling me not to, but me heart, so ever willing, tells me to... Life's great delemas are so frustrating, but they cause change and growth and like any organism our brain is always changing based on those principals. So the lesson today kids is that though confliction we find balance... and who said straddling a fence could be 100% bad...at least for women...lol! Hope you dubious little devil you...without things like you we would never know who and what we are...lol


Live and prosper...Chris

Yo, Yo, Yuyo!!!! Sup all for not posting for awhile. Good Tmes anywho posted like 4 mini poems that are blunt emotion. I wrote them like 8 months ago. Hope they don't suck too bad...lol.

What....ok here is the rules
The rules:
1. post these rules
2. each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. tags should write a journal of these facts
4. at the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
5. go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged


OK so,

1. I live in a trailor.
2. I'm Fat.
3. I'm allergic to virtually everything except most foods.
4. I have a mother that has schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, and a mild case of genetic autism.
5. My sister has borderline severe genetic autism and possibly schizophrenia.
6. Genetic disorders are more commonly passed down to males because of x-y chromesomes....so I always feel like I should be the one with autism...not my sister.
7. I am very skilled at holding my emotions which is why i don't know if I have bipolar disorder, and I keep my more far reaching thoughts to myself so I don't know if I have schizophrenia...
8. I wanted to kill myself in the fourth grade because my parents were fighting and I had nobody to talk to at school.

That is the dirt on why i'm fucked up.... is it not grand....

p.s.
9. I'm introverted... bad....never held a real relationship...